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Ahad, 28 Mac 2010

Big Problem Of Mine


What is life about? I've been thinking it for a lifetime...Seems like i have nothing in this world...this is my stories and the truth about my Biggest Problem wakakak^^ Huh..=.=" ..it's so hard to say ,my father left me and my mum since i was a child (3years old) ,can you all imagine that? ...how dare you "father" ...You supposed to be my hero to guide me and teach me what is wrong and where is the right side's...I can't even remember how's your face look's like...Did you know how i feel? I'm feeling like an abandon "CAT" sleep on the side of the road... Mum's ...now she's married with someone else...And I'm safe that time,until now...but,did you know what I've got since that time,when Mum's married that "Crappy" an asshole? Hurt's around my body and inside the deep of my heart...I've been controlled by that crappy asshole... He hurt me,,like everyday...until one day, i try to fight him...but Mum's on his side...what?? to protect him??? Huh..! Why?? I must be too patient for 10years followed whatever he said,and now i want to take my revenge ...Mum's ,,I'm not a slave for anyone in this world...why must i bow to him? except "GOD" who's created this world for us to live...I can do whatever i want in this world,,to die or to survive ,, it's all in my hands... I know i am the only child of yours...but could you give me some space to breath...I'm not a child anymore...I have my own life,i want to create it,whatever it is ,please just let me do it...please...I have to learn it by myself...and I am sorry for that...

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